the wrong side of the bed
Friday, July 16, 2004
of no consequence to you
i have had no caffeine today. okay, i have had two small pieces of chocolate, but compared to a normal day, that's nothing! this is part of my 100% awesome new campaign for mental health, or something like that.
11:42 PM
2 Comments:
did ya make it through the whole day with only a few pieces of chocolate? wow! great job!
i fully support your endeavors, just so you know...
i fully support your endeavors, just so you know...
Loopy told me you were going off caffeine. I'm glad it's making a difference. I remember when I went to go get anxiety meds, and the doctor asked me how much caffeine I drank in a day, and it was a lot, and he said I might want to cut back, and I felt stupid. I hope you don't feel stupid. Deciding you want to get better is tough and awesome and there's no going back, but in a good way. To me, my past of being depressed and nuts feels like a rotten feather bed, it's so familiar and comfortable in a way, and sometimes I just want to lie down on it, but it stinks, too, and the farther away from it I get, the more I can smell it. I don't know if that makes any sense but anyway, "I support you" even tho that seems a cheap and cheesy phrase, and I hope you're having fun in Tejas.
