the wrong side of the bed
Saturday, December 31, 2005
que sera sera
what am i even qualified to do? please, please, please help me. please. i feel so unqualified for any job other than retail and it is the wrong time of year to look for retail positions.
gah. there is nothing like applying for jobs (or, as i recall, applying to grad school*) to make my already piss-poor self-esteem plummet into the basement. i am in the core of the earth. i feel so much less than everyone else.
i should have moved home and lived with my parents. i shouldn't try to make it on my own. doesn't every family need a crazy, unemployed loser who mumbles a lot?
i just want to make stickers and monsters. i just want to do that and nothing else.
* shout out to ol' crooked eye
gah. there is nothing like applying for jobs (or, as i recall, applying to grad school*) to make my already piss-poor self-esteem plummet into the basement. i am in the core of the earth. i feel so much less than everyone else.
i should have moved home and lived with my parents. i shouldn't try to make it on my own. doesn't every family need a crazy, unemployed loser who mumbles a lot?
i just want to make stickers and monsters. i just want to do that and nothing else.
* shout out to ol' crooked eye
10:07 AM
1 Comments:
Well, you could be like David Sedaris's crazy sister who just sells stuff from people's trash for a living.
